I’m so confused right now…
… about different things, about totally unrelated things.
About work. It’s too complicated to explain. I get the opportunity to do super interesting things, but my social skills are so lacking that I imagine I’ll worry and worry and worry. And it’ll be time consuming and I have to study too. So I don’t know what to do. I know I’ll probably suffer (big word, yeah), but at the same time I don’t want to miss this just because of some stupid anxieties.
Those pap photos of Benedict Cumberbatch. Yes, he looks good. Does he look good? I like him better when he’s lean, I guess. But he still looks good. But the fact that they are pap photos and that they’re all over my dash makes me feel sick. Literally. The thought of him being followed around like that makes me actually physically sick. It’s nice to know that people are interested in him, but that’s just… I don’t think I like it. Overreacting? I’m sure.
And other things, minor things. But they all add up to a big bundle of confusion. And my mind’s all fuzzy from lack of sleep and too much caffeine.